" impulsive "

IMPULSIVE 

Perhaps we were inevitably unfitting, you and I.
Two impassioned spirits unable to connect
Forever bound to be placed in another's memories, and to
Become enraptured by the presence of another's soft and forgiving
Soul.

For your harsh words play in my mind, a villainous loop curated from
Burrowed resentment. Compelled to seek out the abundance of
Adoration that fogs my sense of place, you desire to continuously
Drain my indulgent life force. Cynical infatuation,
It becomes you.

It is my thoughts that race, overridden by inescapable sincerity's that I
No longer can avoid. Filled with unease as I ache for
Your familiarity. And as I break, I rebuild, discarding
Needless dependency. Free of repeated transgressions
Mutual contempt.


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